Kyuubi-san

I haven't written a journal in over a year D:

Just sayin'.

I'm convinced that today is cursed somehow.

Last year, a horrible thing happened to my family on this day - my step father died.

And now this year, another horrible thing happened. Though I'm not at liberty to say what it is, it's not something that we should take lightly.

Even though the rest of the day went well, I know that this day is destined to carry bad knews whenever it comes for the rest of my life.

And is it normal for someone to have to use the bathroom, like, six times a day?

... Let's just get this over with.

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1.You have to post 10 things about yourself in your Journal
2.Afterwords, you gotta tag 8 different people, and post those people's icons in your Journal.
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1. I'm brunette, brown eyed, 5'5"

2. Every other word out of my mouth is fuck, shit, son of a bitch, ect.,

3. I don't really care what other people think about me

4. I wish I could just roll out of bed, put on a pair of sweat pants, throw on a comfy t-shirt, and go to school. Just, like, for real. It would make me very happy.

5. I like to sing and draw. Though I don't know if I'm very good at either, even though everyone says so.

6. I used to be a girl scout

7. I love Peter Pan and old books like A Little Princess and The Secret Garden.

8. I love the topics of Medieval Europe and International Relations

9. I would like to be a U.S. Ambassador when I'm older

10. I will be fifteen on thursday <3

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... I'll be lazy and cut it in half. That suits with everyone, right? mkay

Comment and I'll

1. I will respond with something random about you.
2. I will tell you which song or movie you remind me of.
3. I will pick a flavor of jello to wrestle you in.
4. I will say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I will tell you my first memory of you.
6. I will tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I will ask you something I've always wondered about you.
8. I will tell you my favorite thing about you.
9. I will tell you my least favorite thing about you.
10. If you play, you MUST post this on yours.


you guys know the drill. comment and journal it up.

My friend Krista has diagnosed Hihi-San and I with CBMD, or Cumpulsive Baby Making Disorder. It seems that every other time we talk, a new OC is born. Seriously - I don't know how, but we just gave Shisui and Itachi a baby > >;

I am a terrbile person for not writting a journal sooner, but i'm so damn lazy and there just dosen't seem to be any reason as I'm practically dead anyways. On this name, at least.

School is almost over and I'm thanking the heavens as I've just about reached my boiling point with my family. I don't ever hardly get to go home and when I'm at my aunt's, Sharah is there. I know you all think Sharah is adorable and can do no wrong, but it just seems lately that it's been all about her. So she lost her mother. Oh fucking well - she's two. She won't remember her. You don't have to treat her like a princess. I swear, everyone dotes over her. All I hear is 'Sharah said this,' and 'Sharah did that,' and 'Sharah is the sweetest thing.'

Geuss what? I don't care. I'm getting to the point where sometimes I absolutely hate her. I've had enough. She is top prioritey, wether they admit it or not. Why is it fair that she and I stay at the same house and she gets to cry and stay up untill eleven and then wake up at two and keep me awake, and then I have to go to school at six in the morning while she sleeps in untill nine? Why is it fair that I get promised I can go to get a book, and then it either gets delayed or put off to another day because she throws a fit? Why is it fair that she gets what she asks for, yet when I complain I'm ignored and treated third in line, next to Sharah and Sean. I can understand and agree with Sean being in front of me - but Sharah in front of both of us?

I lost my step-father. I haven't had a father figure 24/7 since I was four. Just because I can feed myself dosen't mean you can dote and spend all your time on a two-year old.

I know I sound spoiled and rude and you guys will probably be like 'this is a big loss and she won't grow up with a mother and blah blah blah,' but frankly, I could care less. It's just too overwhelming at this point, and I've put up with it since February. So I think I'm allowed to complain.

Let me get one thing straight before I end this - I don't hate Sharah. Sure, at some points, I think I do, but she's family - I'm always going to love her. So don't accuse me of hating a two-year old that hasn't done anything wrong, okay?

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